saw thana today in tau cafe..i didn't know that she's in cyberjaya. i thought i am the only one here in cyberjaya. life in cyberjaya is not very much different from nilai. isolated, living in the middle of nowhere and very high cost of living. sometimes i do envy malaccan life, so peaceful and and down-to-earth. of course malacca is not as advance as cyberjaya but that is one of its uniqueness. jonkers...i really miss this place. my usual hang out spot in malacca, thanks to en yao, for i have my dinner there almost everyday. i think i still miss him. i always take a second glance whenever i see guys in black shirts, they always reminds me of him. till now, i have not found anyone who can yet replace him. maybe he's really one of a kind here. sometimes i feel that he and i are not meant to be. i had been online for so many days..yet i don't see him often. but when he was online yesterday, i was offline, watching passion of the christ with my friends. i felt a bit frustrated knowing that. i really hope to see him during the gathering. i hope he will come. no way, will they held the gathering in malacca. it is too far for everyone. where would we stay? go for a one day trip? no way, too costly and tiring. i can stay at mi-fern's place but what about others? haha...sounded like i really care..the fact is that i only care to see him and to meet up with others, especially shamani. wonder how is she now? guess i'll have to wait till the date is decided to know.