is there anyway i can get myself out of this? i typed a whole load just now but everything's gone unpublished. what's wrong? its it so bad that the blog wasn't not meant to be published?? i really wonder..just let us remain friends..unless fate thinks otherwise. i was sad that i didn't see him online yesterday. maybe he doesn't want to talk to me. i should not think so negatively. he might not have feelings for me but we are still friends. i will stop pondering. it is unhealthy. time is a great doctor..it has the miracle to heal all wounds, no matter how deep. let it be...