sigh...i think rotting is doing me no good at all. i am beginning to think of crazy stuff. not exactly begin to think, rather began to recall the past. how long do i have to live with it? perhaps for the rest of my life. i hope lili's not like me. nah..she will not be like me. she has plenty of stuff to keep her mind occupied. i guess i should really join more activities, meet more people and limit my interaction with computers. i am beginning to feel that i am losing my human touch. how's en yao? he is getting less significant. could it be because that i don't talk to him often? i am wandering off thinking of other guys. no...i just want more friends. i am new here. i think i knew less than 10 people in mmu cyberjaya. i always felt guilty when i think of other guys. funny..why should i be? i am not attached to him or something. i don't owe him any commitment. my mind is running astray.......................HELP!!


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