went back to inti last friday and had a long chat with mr. yap and mr. wong. it was an enlightening chat. things here don't seem so bad anymore. i know i had been complaining endlessly how this place suck compared to inti...blablabla. but this is university life. things are taught in lecture style. the same thing would have happened if i were inti. then, there is this stubborness issue. i am facing major problem here with my studies. yes, in all my life as a student, this is the only time where i've worked harder than i've ever worked before. yet, i couldn't perform. in the past, i could just slack my time off but yet i didn't do too badly. is slacking the solution then? apparently, there is something wrong with my method. i am trying to master everything. i refuse to accept the fact that somethings had to be scraped through. they feel that my only real problem is my stubborness and if i can resolve that, i will be fine. haha, i don't know why en yao's name came up automatically when they talk to me. it seems like both of us will ALWAYS be compared to each other. well, the conclusion made is that en yao is stubborn but i am even more =P

i also just found that i didn't know whether en yao is in NTU or NUS =P how ironic..i thought i knew all these while. just asked him yesterday. he's in NTU, not NUS like i thought.

nyx:
"are you in NUS or NTU? "

Gonioｮ---ｩ.:
"NTU why "

nyx:
"oh...ok. cos mr yap asked me the other day. i just realised that i didn't know :P "

Gonioｮ---ｩ.:
"throw yourself in the river "

nyx:
"haha...sorry lah. i really thought you were in NUS "

i wonder which river....hahahaa. he's has been trying for days to send me his pictures in japan but the connection is pretty lousy. i don't know if it's his connection or mine. it just couldn't get through. i want to see he looks like now. en yao with shorter hair, more handsome he says. *puke* he 'claimed' that there are japanese girls approaching him when he attended the school there for one day. the girls there must be blind or something =P

i'm glad that certain things haven't changed. he is still the same en yao i know =)