a small act says a lot =) i'm glad i woke up to talk to him today. i learnt more about him today. today's talk is not like the others...today, we finally knew about each other's fear, our relationship with the family, our social life and i finally told him about my 'history' in school. yes, i never thought i would tell him. for me, it's not really something i would like to spread around. heck, even kalps doesn't know about it. but i told him. yes, i trust him enough to tell him. he understands the awkward feeling i went through but most of all he understands the pain i felt when our friendship was shaken by the rumour. i don't know why i felt glad after telling him. of course, i didn't really go into the details. just let him know that i have a so-called 'ex' back in high school and how the rumour became so sensationalised. of course, i too told him about other 'relationships' in school which he took as lesbian jokes....hahha. (mi-fern, i told him about your underground thingy..wahahhaahaha). oh yeah, he said he's into lesbian...i wonder how true is that =D

nyx:
"hey, kalps told me that you told her that you're lonely in s'pore??/ how come you never tell me that??"

dysentery.gary || soundeffects.and.overdramatics:
'err is she reading this now?"

nyx:
"nope...why??"

dysentery.gary || soundeffects.and.overdramatics:
"oh...i was just telling her that to make her feel better bout herself"

....now i can confidently say that i fell for the right person =)