i guess i won't see him online tonight. he's leaving tomorrow, so i'll assume that he needs to pack his stuff and get up. one week is so short. it just disappears in a blink of an eye...or is it the earth has beeen rotating faster than usual this week?? ok, i'm talking nonsense here. trying to find some lame excuse to justify the short week but i just don't know what else to do.... he was online thrice today. each time he will go offline after 3 minutes. the 1st time, i was watching movie so i didn't know. the 2nd time, i was talking to my sis..so i thoguht i'll talk to him later. 3rd time, i was talking to mi-fern and again i thought i'll talk to him later. sigh...seems like procrastinating is really doing me no good. but can't he wait just a little while more?? maybe he was busy so he has no time to talk to me. perhaps it's a good thing that we didn't talk (i'm trying hard to be optimistic). i can't imagine myself being sad all over again, just like the first time i heard he's leaving. i don't want that to happen...and more so, i don't want him to know....at least not yet...have a safe journey and take care.


*just as i was waiting for the sad song to be uploaded, he came online! you're such an idiot....i guess THIS is really your song, you came online when it's playing =)*