why am i so afraid that i'll like him? this is not the first time i'm having a crush. is it because i cannot believe i fall for a guy like him...not so good academic results, not sure if he's smart...these things used to be important to me...maybe because en yao is too good already... i am comparing him to en yao.. but of course..there are other things that he triumphed over enyao.. music, sports, personality...why am i comparing??? i shouldn't even be thinking...this is really driving me nuts!! what's more i enjoy chatting with him till real late.. i am wasting my time... what has become of me? have i forgotten all my resolutions?? what is my priority?? STUDIES, 1ST CLASS.... yes.. those are my priorities..others can wait...