here i am...wasting my brain on some useless stuff....my worst nightmare is coming tomorrow...yet i am not doing anything about it.....i feel so tired....i don't know what to do anymore...sometimes i feel so stressed up that i want someone to hug me, to cure me of my fatigue, to give me comfort and assurance that everything will be fine....i miss all those times when i get such luxurious treatment....how could i took it for granted? i guess i am really tired....i need to sleep...