finally i got gmail! actually i came with the blogging intention... then saw the gmail offer and i was estatic and signed up for an account like there's no tomorrow! but the server was down..so couldn't sign in....i'll do it again after this..

ok, back to the very reason i feel like blogging... why must everyone go to singapore?...i bloody hate singapore! it has to take away the ones i like! hate singapore, hate singapore.... why the hell is everyone rushing there? is it really that bad here? just when i start to know him well, he's telling me that he's waiting for his application in singapore...if he gets it, he'll definitely be leaving...i am so crushed.. why do this to me? why crush me just like that? you shouldn't make me so attached to you...why the hell are you doing this?? WHY????

i hate singapore...hate it for taking away the people i like.. he kept persuading me to go singapore. he said that i'm definitely nus material and it's wasted that i stay in mmu..seriously, i don't think singaporeans' all that great...i don't look up to them as superior beings...what's so great about singapore and being singaporeans? he said he'll brainwash me even more if he gets in there...he'll bombard me with info regarding s'pore so that i'll change my mind and go to nus....

sigh...what the hell for? why don't you just let me settle down here? i am not that rich...i can't afford to go there...even if i do, it never cross my mind to go there...my destination is further than this...s'pore is just damn near...come on, i can come back by taking bus so how far is that??! and why nus?? of all the places...it has to be nus..the very place that en yao would be going...shit you, gary..please bloody stop this s'pore stuff...i don't want to hear anything about it anymore...