i wonder how long i can keep up. my routine these days had been abnormal. i surfed the internet very much less than usual, i hardly got out of the room except for meals, bath and the nature calls. i even disabled all the sound alerts from my instant messengers because i find them so distracting. the only thing i haven't done is deleting minesweeper. well, i can't help playing whenever i feel frustrated and yes, these few days have been quite tensed for me. i broke my minesweeper record for expert mode. a new record standing at 93 seconds, beaten my previous record by 2 seconds. sigh..now you can imagine my current state of life.

my head is filled with calculus, calculus and MORE calculus...ordinary differential equations, partial differential equations, Laplace transforms, Z-transforms....god!!! there are so many formulae in calculus. am i suppose to remember everything? hell, i can't even remember the basic trigonometry rules that i have learnt since f5. i still have a list of trigo rules with me for reference all the time. but i'm proud to say that i'm able to derive the equations. the only drawback is that it is rather time consuming.

oh well, have to work hard. i'll try not to slack =)

in an irrelevant note:
current favourite song -> "Push", the acapella version.

i can't believe the acapella version can sound this good, to think that originally it is an acoustic piece. the fond memories it brings..=)