god, how i miss en yao! how i wish he's doing the same course as mine right now so that i have someone to ask when i don't understand the lesson. how i miss those days when i can just call him up anytime to teach me specialist maths. i really miss all those times...now that he's not here, i have no one to ask. heck, it is even hard to find someone who can argue logically here! he is the only one i know who can bear and ANSWER all my so-called 'daunting' questions. even if he couldn't answer me, he will make an effort to look for the answer. others would have just shrugged and say "sorry, i don't know". it's true that both of us argue A LOT but i learn a lot too through the arguments. sometimes, when i have wrong concepts about certain stuff, he'll drive the right one into my head and vice versa. it is so hard to find someone like him. i have grown to becoming reliant on him. he really spoilt me cos he NEVER ignore my questions and he NEVER refuse coming out whenever i asked him to. till now, i still ask him stuff when i am desperate though he can't help much cos we're learning different stuff. he asked me stuff too and i'll try my best to help. sigh, why aren't we doing the same course? it seems like i have lost something really precious. i need someone to save me!! i am so lost now without you guiding me. i have yet met anyone who is better than you. hell, they don't even come close! you're still the best.