i don't know why i didn't feel dreadful or depressed or anything like. i had expected to feel miserable after getting know the fact that he has another girl in mind. surprisingly, i had none of these feelings at all. in fact, i am still able to talk naturally to him. the only sign of the not-so-happy me may be only the replies. they are not instantaneous as sometimes i just don't what to say anymore. everything's dry, no tears sheded. he'll always be my friend and he'll have my best wish =)