Wednesday, December 29, 2004

dysentery.gary || (hand+ankle)sprain :(

i told myself not to care. i told myself not to ask and more importantly, i told myself to be as ignorant as possible. to act as if i didn't realise that he's trying to tell me something. to act as if i didn't realise that he's prompting me to ask question about him. to act as if i don't care at all! but i couldn't. i feel like an idiot. i was worried sick when i saw his sign-in name. he sprained his arm and ankle, while playing basketball. i told myself to ignore the sign-in name. i told myself not to ask the very question he wanted to hear but i failed. i really wanted to know. what happened? are you ok? is it serious? tonnes of questions filled my head. bloody hell! now you've got what you wished for, you idiot! you got my attention. are you satisfied now? you've won! does that boost your ego somehow?!

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