i feel tired, yet i don't feel like sleeping...why?? i don't know either..the server was down just now. i was frustrated cos i couldn't go online when i have the time, i disabled the connection and planned to just snooze off. somehow, i just have reasons not going to bed..this time is due to my wet hair...while waiting for it to dry, i just start editing the picture i had put on hold for so long. picture editing can be addictive..once you start doing it, you don't feel like stopping unless it is completed...well, that is just what happened to me...i just finished editing the pic..my wrist feels out of place now...probably cos i was holding the mouse for too long...

li li's leaving to US on the 24th..she messaged me yesterday...she will be having bbq at her house this saturday and she asked me to go...but how?? i am here, in cyber....i'm afraid i couldn't make it back although i want to see her badly before she leaves...(een mid-term just HAS to be this friday and at NIGHT, fuck!) i told her most probably i will not be able to make it, so she asked me to try to come back before she leaves....life is just so messy! where do i find the time to go back to ipoh?? final starts on 16th and i HAVE to study and she's leaving on 24th, my last day for final...can't she leave just one day later..or can't my final just end one day earlier???!!! life can really suck!

I WANNA GO BACK TO IPOH!!!!!!!!!!!!