i don't feel like looking at the book anymore.... i just don't have the mood....but i guess i'll have to if i want to get my ass back to ipoh....i feel so tired..one thing coming after another...oh yeah, sorry for ignoring you again...i guess you'll understand =) i'm hot, sweaty, itchy, short-fused, crappy(?), fed- up....had a long chat with kalps just now...all right, she's not as bad as i thought, improving i guess, but i didn't know she thinks that i'm different from other chinese though i do know most people are damn racist despite all the so-called 'education' they get in school..i just don't understand how some people didn't even learn to respect people despite slaving away in schools for so many years??? what is the point of going to school then?? looks like there's no benefit from it at all except scoring strings of meaningless 'A's that only looks good on papers.. why you could even do that if you study on your own...so there's really no need to go to school at all! but glad that most of my close friends are not like that but a bit disappointed at those who are (though not close)..what am i crapping?? think i got to bathe...feeling real sticky now..