what was i doing?? i was fantasizing when i was suppose to be studying...i think i will screw my field theory tomorrow but i am not giving up...yeah, i will not give up...i'll do my best..

i am missing him...missing him a lot, a lot, a lot.....what's wrong with me?? it has only been 4 days....is that a long time? i still have many unanswered questions....i guess only time can tell...

i am still missing him....where are you?? i want to see you badly! i am going nuts already...help!!yeah, i wasn't myself when i talk about him...i can talk as if i couldn't be bothered by his existance when my heart is missing him like crazy....why aren't you online?? why???