the timing is so fucking wrong!!!!! oh my god, he's leaving in mid aug but my hols starts on 30th aug...and before that i'll surely be busy preparing for finals......the timing is so bloody wrong that i don't think it could be worse.....he wants to visit me in ipoh....but how?? i won't be there until the break...but he's leaving before the break.....why??? why must it be this way???

nyx:
"holiday i go back to ipoh lah... "

dysentery.gary || intoxicating.beauty.tears.everything.down:
"i come ipoh find you :) "

shit........the timing is so wrong....hate it, hate it, hate it!!! i wanted to see him play guitar badly but i don't have the guts to tell him....where's my courage when i need them??? why abandon me at critical moment like this??? most probably i won't have anymore chance to tell him and most probably i won't get to see it....i guess i'll have to leave it as it is....i'll leave it to the merciful (cruel?) hand of fate...