why didn't he message back? i am missing him already.. i want to chat with hm..it is so nice although most of the time it's just usual chat...not really anything beneficial...msn really has brought us closer..there's not a day pass by without chatting with him...he even sms-ed me yesterday to ask how i was and told me to watch malaysian idol...maybe he was damned bored at home.. but i really appreciate it because i was thinking about him too at that time....his sms is kind of like answering my thought...how sweet...he told me he screwed his supp...i really hope not..please don't..i want him to do well..i don't want him to suffer..i believe he can do better than this..i wish i am able to motivate and encourage him in someways...i feel so helpless..