one saturday wasted on going out, chatting, sleeping and washing clothes. however, it is a meaningful one. went out today with suzanne. poor her, she was looking for all means to get her stuff done. her friend is rather unreliable. by right, everything should be easy for her because her friend has a car. she's unlucky because her friend is not the type that can always be counted for help. i am grateful for my bunch of friends who have always stuck to me and i thank god because i am always lucky enough to find someone i can rely on when i needed help. after spending a unfruitful afternoon going to dhl and finding that it is not operating on weekends, we went on to the intrakota bus that moved ever so slowly. the bus stopped at cyberia for more than 10 minutes. we lost our patience, got down from that bloody bus and had lunch in cyberia. it is a hot afternoon. the walk from cyberia back to the hostel seemed like eternal hell though we used the shortcut.

back to the hostel,i turned on my com and saw pok kheng online. she seemed fine though, perhaps a bit busy but she seemed to enjoy f6 life. i hope her happiness there last but i pray even harder that she would get jpa and get out of acs. i don't know. i don't like the sound of acs after hearing about the condition. it seemed worse than i thought.

poh leong failed his maths for piawai. sigh...he's not stupid but he's weak in maths. maybe he just hasn't grasp the concepts yet. i pray to god to give him strength to go on and endure the hardship of growing up. i really pray that he'll grow up as a strong individual with an admirable character. that is the ultimate result that anyone who love him enough wants to see. i hope he'll have a happy life..same goes to everyone else.

poh pang is just cute as ever. i called him today. really glad to hear his voice. he will be coming to cyberjaya with mom and dad. i have to admit that i am a greedy one. i wish that all of them would come. i just like to listen to poh pang's voice although i don't have much to ask him besides the few every popular questions like...got tulis or not? got go to school or not? have you eaten? what did you have for dinner today? got jahat or not? got main computer or not?...i really miss him. i actually felt a bit homesick after chatting. really want to go home soon.

as for mom and dad, i hope i can get a 1st class degree to honour them. i don't want to disappoint them. not that they pressured me or anything, but i think a 1st class honour will do them real proud. same goes to grand-aunt and my late grandma. i am sure they want the best for me though they might not know a thing about a 1st class whatsoever. i'll study hard..real hard and give my best time..no more regrets about not having tried my best!